I have no title to this blog!! It is going to be a long and hard day today. the worst day in my life..i guess i could say that. To come into work and find out that your mailbox is flooded with messages that show the mistake i made has affected thousands of people!! Just not what i needed after a night of no sleep!! It is so depressing beyond imagination....never thought i could feel so low!! Sometimes work is depressing....find it useless to even make any effort to make myself feel better. It is hopeless today!!